keikhlasan

kta ikhlas terkadang sulit untuk kita pahami ataupun kita rasakan,terkadang manusia sulit untuk mengikhlaskan apa yang telah terjadi,tapi pernah kah kita berfikir bahwa dengan ikhlas kita dapat merasa tenang dan damai....

aku telah berusaha mengikhlaskan apa yang tejadi dengan ku kmrn,sekarang dan hari esok,aku percaya bahwa aku bisa mendapatkan yang lebih baik dr hari kemaren....

aku merelakan mu bukan karna kita tak sejalan, mungkin karna memang belum saatnya kita tuk bersama, dan mungkin jika nanti aku dan kamu tak jua bersama relakan lah,mungkin memang ini lah yang terbaik untuk kita, dan aku hanya bisa mengatakan aku bahagia mengenal mu walau hanya sekejap saja....

officially missing you

All I hear is raindrops

Falling on the rooftop

Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go

Cause this pain I feel It wont go away

And today I’m officially missing you

I thought that from this heartache I could escape

But I fronted long enough to know

There ain’t no way And today

I’m officially missing you

Oh can’t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do

Hey baby say it stays on my mind

And I, I’m officially

All I do is lay around Two ears full of tears

From looking at your face on the wall (face on the wall)

Just a week ago you were my baby

Now I don’t even know you at all,I don’t know you at all

Well I wish that you would call me right now

So that I could get through to you somehow

But I guess it’s safe to say baby if safe to say

That I’m officially missing you

Oh can’t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do

Hey baby say it stays on my mind

And I, I’m officially

Well I thought I could just get over you baby

But I see that’s something I just can’t do

From the way you would hold me

To the sweet things you told me

I just can’t find a way To let go of you

Oh can’t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do

Oh it stays on my mind

And I, I’m officially missing you

Yeah yes, All I hear is raindrops

And I’m officially missing you

against all odds-mariah carey

How can I just let you walk away

Just let you leave without a trace

When I stand here taking every breath with you

You're the only one who really knew me at all

How can you just walk away from me

When all I can do is watch you leave

'Cause we shared the laughter and the pain

And even shared the tears

You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now

'Cause there's just an empty space

There's nothing left here to remind me

Just the memory of your face

So take a look at me now

When there's just an empty space

And you're comin' back to me is against all odds

And that's what I've got to face

I wish I could just make you turn around

Turn around to see me cry

There's so much I need to say to you

So many reasons why

You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now

There's just an empty space

There's nothing left here to remind me

Just the memory of your face

So take a look at me now

'Cause there's just an empty space

But to wait for you is all I can do

And that's what I've got to face

Take a good look at me now

'Cause I'll be standing here

And you comin' back to me

Is against all odds

It's the chance I've gotta

Take

Hey yeah

beautiful-christina aguilera

Don't look at me

Every day is so wonderful

And suddenly it's hard to breathe

Now and then I get insecure

From all the pain, feel so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say

Words can't bring me down

I am beautiful in every single way

Yes, words can't bring me down, oh no

So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends you're delirious

So consumed in all your doom

Tryin' hard to fill the emptiness, the piece is gone

Left the puzzle undone, ain't that the way it is?

'Cause you are beautiful no matter what they say

Words can't bring you down, oh no

You are beautiful in every single way

Yes, words can't bring you down, oh no

So don't you bring me down today

No matter what we do

No matter what we do

(No matter what we say)

No matter what we say

(We're the song that's outta tune)

(Full of beautiful mistakes)

(And everywhere we go)

And everywhere we go

(The sun will always shine)

The sun will always, always shine!

(But tomorrow we might awake on the other side)

'Cause we are beautiful no matter what they say

Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no

We are beautiful in every single way

Yes, words can't bring us down, oh no

So don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today

angels cry-mariah carey

I shouldn't have walked away

I would've stayed if you'd say

We could've made everything okay

But we just threw the blame back and forth

We treated love like a sport

The final blow hit so low

I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall

Shattered in pieces, curled on the floor

Super natural love conquers all

Remember we used to touch the sky

And lighting don't strike the same place twice

When you and I said goodbye I felt the angels cry

True love's a gift but we let it drift in a storm

Every night I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe, can't our love be revived?

Bring it back and we gon' make it right

I'm on the edge, just tryin' to survive

As the angels cry

Limitless omnipresent, kind of love couldn't have guessed

It would just stop and disappear in the whirlwind

Here I am walkin' on this narrow rope wobbling

But won't let go, waitin' for a glimpse of the sun's glow

I know I can stand, just pull me back up

But there ain't no hurricane, it's just us

I'm willing to live and die for our love

Baby, we can get back that shine

'Cause lighting don't strike the same place twice

When you and I said goodbye I felt the angels cry

'Cause true love's a gift, but we let it drift in a storm

Every night I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe, can't our love be revived?

Bring it back and we gon' make it right

I'm on the edge, just tryin' to survive

As the angels cry

Baby, I'm missin' you, don't allow love to lose

We gotta ride it through, I'm reaching for you

Baby, I'm missin' you, don't allow love to lose

We gotta ride it through, I'm reaching for you

Lighting don't strike the same place twice

When you and I said goodbye I felt the angels cry

True love's a gift, we let it slip in a storm

Every night I feel the angels cry, the angels cry

Oh baby, don't let the angels cry

better in time - leona lewis

It's been the longest winter without you

I didn't know where to turn to

See somehow I can't forget you

After all that we've been through

Go in, come in, thought I heard a knock

Who's there? No one, thinking that I deserved it

Now I realize that I really didn't know

You didn't notice, you mean everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is, I'ma be okay

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh yeah

(It'll all get better in time)

Even though I really loved you

I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to

(It'll all get better in time)

How could I turn on the TV

Without something there to remind me?

Was it all that easy

To just put aside your feelings?

If I'm dreaming, don't wanna let, hurt my feelings

But that's the path, I believe in

And I know that, time will heal it

You didn't notice, you mean everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is, I'ma be okay

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh yeah

(It'll all get better in time)

Even though I really loved you

I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to

(It'll all get better in time)

Since there's no more you and me

It's time I let you go so I can be free

And live my life how it should be

No matter how hard it is, I'll be fine without you

Yes, I will

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh

(It'll all get better in time)

Even though I really loved you

I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to, yes, I do

(It'll all get better in time)

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too, yeah

(It'll all get better in time)

And even though I really loved you

I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to

brown eyes - destiny's child

Remember the first day when I saw your face

remember the first day when you smiled at me

you stepped to me and then you said to me

I was the woman you dreamed about

remember the first day when you called my house

remember the first day when you took me out

we had butterflies although we tried to hide

and we both had a beautiful night

The way we held each others hand 

the way we talked the way we laughed

it felt so good to find true love

I knew right then and there you were the one

I know that he loves me cause he told me so

I know that he loves me cause his feelings show

when he stares at me you see that he cares for me

you see how he is so deep in love

I know that he loves me cause its obvious

I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts

and he's missing me if he's not kissing me

and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul

Remember the first day, the first day we kissed

remember the first day we had an argument 

we apologized and then we compromised 

and we haven't argued since

remember the first day we stopped playing games

remember the first day you fell in love with me

it felt so good for you to say those words 

cause I felt the same way too

The way we held each others hand

the way we talked the way we laughed

it felt so good to fall in love

and I knew right then and there you were the one

I know that he loves me cause he told me so

I know that he loves me cause his feelings show

when he stares at me you see that he cares for me

you see how he is so deep in love

I know that he loves me cause its obvious

I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts

and he's missing me if he's not kissing me

and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul

i'm so happy so happy that you're in my life

and baby now that you're a part of me

you showed me 

showed me the true meaning of love

and i know he loves me

I know that he loves me cause he told me so

I know that he loves me cause his feelings show

when he stares at me you see that he cares for me

you see how he is so deep in love

I know that he loves me cause its obvious

I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts

and he's missing me if he's not kissing me

and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul

He looks at me and his brown eyes tell his soul

listen - beyonce

Listen to the song here in my heart

A melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep within

It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard

They will not be pushed aside and turned

Into your own all 'cause you won't

Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind

You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside

Someone I thought had died so long ago

Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard

They will not be pushed aside on words

Into your own all 'cause you won't

Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind

You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong

But I'll be moving on

If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart

A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own, my own

:: again ::

pertemuan singkat kemaren membuat kesan tersendiri di hati ku ini,dia yang dulu hilang dan membuat ku sedih kini hadir sebagai sosok yang benar2 aku harapkan,dia yang penah jauh sekarang terasa begitu dekat dengan diri ku,entah mengapa dia selalu bisa membuat jantungku berdetak lebih cepat dari biasanya saat dia berada di samping ku,hanya dia yg bisa buat ku begitu,saat ku peluk dia ingin rasanya dunia berhenti,saat ku tidur di pundaknya ingin rasanya ku tetap bisa seperti ini,yang ada di dalam fikiran ku saat itu aku ingin terus seperti ini,saat itu aku berdoa ya allah buat dy merasaakan apa yg aku rasakan saat itu,buat dy tau kalo aku inginkan dy tetap seperti itu,ya allah tolong beri aku kesempatan untuk bersama dy walau hanya malam ini saja....

andai dia tau malam itu kau membuatku merasakan bahwa ku org spesial dihati mu,kau membuat ku takut untuk mencintaimu,kau membuat pertahanan ku runtuh,kau manjakan aku sepeti layaknya sebagai pasangan mu,kau rayu aku dengan kata2 mu,kau panggil ku dengan kata2 syg hingga ku merasa tak berdaya,kau minta aku untuk memanjakan mu, walau semua itu hanya sesaat tp semuanya membuatku berharap lagi.....

ya allah aku meminta kepadamu,jika memang dia yang kau pilh yang terbaik untuk ku,dekatkan lah aku bersamanya dan buat lah hati ku yakin untuk memilihnya, dan jika dia bukan yang terbaik buat ku jauhkanlah aku darinya dn buat lah semua rasa ku kepadanya memudar, tunjukkanlah jalan yang terbaik untuk diriku dan untuk dirinya.....
amien....

:: pangeran dlm mimpi q ::

aq bermimpi bertemu dgn seorang pangeran ganteng,dy membawakan ku liontin cantik banget...
kejadian itu cepat banget berlalu tak sadar diriku usdah berada di alam nyata....
ingin rasanya ku terus bermimpi,tapi aqku tak mampu...
aku berdoa agar aku di pertemukan lagi dengan pangeran tersebut bukan hanya alam mimpi tapi dialam nyata....

pangeran ku dimanakah dirimu...?
ku disini menanti mu menjemput ku....

ya allah aku mohon kepadamu tunjukkanlah jalanku tuk bersama pangeran ku....
amien....

semua ini karna kamu

mengapa harus kamu yang masih slalu di fikiran ku...?

mengapa harus kamu yang selalu membuat hati ku berdetak kencang saat ku disamping mu...?

mengapa harus kamu yang membuat ku bahagia...?

mengapa harus kamu yang membuat ku gila...?

mengapa harus kamu yang membuat ku terluka....?

mengapa harus kamu yang membuat ku kecewa....?

mengapa harus kamu yang membuat ku menangis....?

mengapa semuanya harus tentang kamu.........?????????????

luka di hati

luka dihati ini belum juga sembuh,bahkan mungkin luka ini bertambah parah,aku bertahan dengan semuanya walau sakit ku akan tetap mencoba untuk tidak memikirkan dia....
aku percaya semuanya akan tetap baik2 aja jika aku membuat nyaman diriku sendiri...
jika nanti ku bertemu dia,aku akan mencoba untuk bersikap layaknya teman,walau berat tapi aku harus lakukan itu,karna itu lah yang terbaik...
aku tak ingin dia tau betapa hancurnya aku saat ku memendam rasa ini,ntah sampai kapan aku memendam semuanya,dan aku tak akan mengatakan semanya karna aku takut jika dia tau semua dia akan berubah dan akan lebih jauh lagi dari ku,dan aku tak ingin semua itu terjadi....

tuhan tolong berikan isyaratmu kepadanya,agar dia tau,agar dia rasakan,dan agar dia mengerti betapa aku menyayanginya....